timeheater 8/27

i relaxed enough to sleep, i feel better. i was working on handbinding some books to relax my mind, but it's so hot today i drip on them.

there seems to be another flux on instagram. wasn't the last upserge also monday/tuesday? nature is not periodic in weeks, only civilization... what dark forces are moving you all... but i'm as always thankful and flattered that people are so interested and supportive.

i get a bit agitated at the approach -- however far off -- of the point where the current mode of operation becomes unsustainable. leaning (only recently) that brea delights in approaching/hounding everyone at every point in the sale extremely delighted me and i would only want to ever increase the capacity of being an almost(?) alarmingly reactive media presence. something that bursts into a smile at the absolute instant of eye-contact. but i guess at that volume we'd have the economic freedom of movement to increase our own capacities, putting an advantageous dogleg into the thing...

mostly relaxing. gearing up to do some nerdshit site updates and hopefully figure out some ways to have more and more fun with friends and books. put out some more books that our children have on their summer reading lists.

phoebe

breather 8/26

had a weirdly intense week of getting like jittery-happy about all the nice things people were saying, then a household dynamic started causing the ambient stress levels to get insane enough that the cats were like attacking each other and smashing shit in the kitchen. the climax was someone moving out and taking the router w/ them so i can't quite work from home anymore, which i do think is funny though that i can't be mad at it. i was trying to finish a particularly big typesetting thing i've been working on for a while for the middle of that, it's not happening and i'm in a freaky pressure spiral so i gotta chill for a few days, focus on something else. maybe put a bunch of info up on this site or scan things. thank you everypony

phoebe

Thank U Twitter User @jejesjesijessi 8/26 @ 4am

someone showed me your tweet. this is probably a maladjusted way to respond, but it makes me happy to read such things. we passed the 1 year anniversary of me reprinting books a bit back, i was just too obliterated to succeed at even saying this out loud to anyone i think. for a long time it was me just reprinting very odd book selections (eg Spirit Builders by Tau Palamas where id replaced all the photos with touhou girls performing free illuminist rituals) and handing them out for free.

the project is now this and im trying to focus on typesetting more.

for some reason i only communicate on Instagram and i've wanted to change that for a while but didnt know what to. ive been banned a bunch from twitter and people on there are so goddamn stupid (no offense) that i just fixate on stirring chaos and violence and get banned from twitter. so ill make this lil graffiti wall and post some updates at a less 4AM time of day